Saturday, June 27, 2009

Time for change.....

When one thing comes to an end, another begins..........
I am now starting a new chapter to my new life. In a week I will be starting a new job, and with that will come new friends and new commitments. I am looking forward to starting fresh and getting on with my life.
I am finally starting to let go.......I'm not sure if it's time that's making me feel this way, or if it's me seeing things clearer. I may never know. The important thing is I am starting to look ahead and not letting what is behind me get me down. It must seem like I'm talking in riddles but that's the only way I can explain it.
I think the hardest part of this journey will be finding me. I think I'm starting to do that.
For the longest time I think I was waiting...waiting for things to get better, waiting for time to take care of things, waiting for my husband to come back.
I'm not waiting any more, this is my life now and I want to make it great! My kids and I will be okay, and I know I have enough love and strength to make a wonderful life for us.
I always say that life is about options, only we can decide what to make of our lives, and sometimes for a little while that option is taken away, but, and this is a big but, eventually we have to decide- stay as you are or make it better. I think we should always pick to make it better.
I have so much more to say, and so much more to share but one thing at a time.........


  1. I've always said you can rise above or wallow beneath...your choice. Good for you for rising! And remember, there is absolutely nothing that can change was had been done nor do we know what will happen. We can only deal with what's right now.
    Good luck with the new job!

  2. What a wonderful thing to here you say. I can feel the energy in your thoughts and I feel as though that uncertainty and fear is subsiding. I am so happy for you and so proud of you. You are an inspiration to us all. You have conquered and now you are leading the pack once again. Be happy and continue to believe in yourself. Change can be a wonderful thing and it brings with is excitement and unexpected things. It must feel great to get away from the stagnant things that have been keeping you from moving on. Remember that we are always here for you and we are looking towards you and watching you grow and achieve your dreams.

  3. Louise you sound great. It is good that you share with the blog. We can rejoice when you rejoice.
    You are right when you say life is action not waiting.
    Life happens to use and after the pain we must diside what we want to with life. Welcome back
    Love You Mommie