When one thing comes to an end, another begins..........
I am now starting a new chapter to my new life. In a week I will be starting a new job, and with that will come new friends and new commitments. I am looking forward to starting fresh and getting on with my life.
I am finally starting to let go.......I'm not sure if it's time that's making me feel this way, or if it's me seeing things clearer. I may never know. The important thing is I am starting to look ahead and not letting what is behind me get me down. It must seem like I'm talking in riddles but that's the only way I can explain it.
I think the hardest part of this journey will be finding me. I think I'm starting to do that.
For the longest time I think I was waiting...waiting for things to get better, waiting for time to take care of things, waiting for my husband to come back.
I'm not waiting any more, this is my life now and I want to make it great! My kids and I will be okay, and I know I have enough love and strength to make a wonderful life for us.
I always say that life is about options, only we can decide what to make of our lives, and sometimes for a little while that option is taken away, but, and this is a big but, eventually we have to decide- stay as you are or make it better. I think we should always pick to make it better.
I have so much more to say, and so much more to share but one thing at a time.........